Thursday, February 23, 2012

i've done so many mistakes in my life ,mistakes that even my family had a hard time to forgive me for everything.   but after all that i've done they tried there best to forgive and forget. maybe they're right they always told me that i'm so hardheaded,mean and a high pride person, that i always want to stand on my own feet, always want to be the girl that i'm not supposed to be. But behind all of that negative things about me, i still stand strong and positively. maybe, sometimes people don't appreciate every purpose and every reasons why i used to be like this. no ones understand why i'm like this even the closest person of my life, my papa can't hardly understand the feelings that i have inside. honestly, i always want to be a little girl who's playing outside don't matter what people tell me and  even if i cried so hard they will understand me, even a big mistake for a little girl does they'll  always there and give some sweet candy's just to make me feel better.
but i have to face the truth that i'm not a little girl anymore, face the reality that i have to grow up and  have to face the problems that's made for me to make me more stronger.
God is really good even if i did many mistakes,wrong paths and wrong decisions his always thier to protect me and i have no questions for that .

i'm the eldest in the family and i have to be strong for my younger brother and sister.there are times that i got weak emotionally ,physically and mentally but my family is more enough to motivate me to give the best of my best.
i don't now my future yet but i know by God's grace my sacrifice and heartaches is just enough to be the best that i can be in the future. i know i have to pass all the rocky roads but i know in time my life would be so happier not perfect but understands each other.
and i want to show to my family how much i love them and this sacrifices are not for me but for them.
I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH
and i hope you appreciate ..
CHARISSE MAE NAVALES :)